I haven’t posted any of my works in a long while. I’ve been busy with work and going to school, rinse and repeat. Getting straight to the point, I’m depressed. My depression has been going on for two years. It’s a bereavement depression, and some days it is hard to really see the light in anything. I don’t think I have much passion for art anymore. That fled the day my mum passed away two years ago. I deleted all of my submissions on this site. I had wanted to start anew with my deviant account, but over a year later I hadn’t done anything with it. I’m going to school for art, I make art for a grade, but that fear of getting a bad grade isn’t the same as the passion I once felt. Basically, the gist of all this is that I am not sure when I will ever post another artwork. I gotta figure out my life first before I think about this website, about my work, about everything. I may quit school temporarily or permanently, I’m not sure. Everything looks and feels murky. I am no longer happy